My Little Rui Kai.
Thursday, May 15, 2008
My realization comeback.
I sleep late; I wake up late.
Late in watching Hana Kimi all over again.
It`s still that exciting even I finished it since last March.
Hahaha.
I also found out my chinese name, it`s Ai Rui Kai or Rui Kai. It means sharp and intelligent. Haha, cool.
I am again feeling weird. I am feeling of writing a book, where all my deep thoughts are there.
You know, like converting my own life story into somehow fictional. Hahaha.
Woooah. I didn`t just write that.
Gaaahh. XD
See, I am weird. haaha.
I want to meditate and feel the things that I can`t feel while I am in motion.
I want to feel everyones heartbeat, it`s like talking to each other by not really talking.
I want to explore and take pictures without a knowledge that Photography is important to me.
I want my dreams into reality.
I want to know everyone`s or soul.
I want to know people`s energy.
So maybe you can totally freak out when reading this.
These things maybe how I want things to be.
It`s a life story. See, how deep I can be.
Sometimes, I just want to fly like a butterfly, explore everything in this world. And discover a big opportunity. I am dreaming very big. My dreams are out of this world. It`s very different.
Sometimes, I can see myself being a real Chinese. like I said, it was a dream.
Sometimes, I can hear myself talking in Chinese and really understanding every each word.
Someday, It will come true, not only from my Imagination side. I wish.
:]
I can sometimes be this so not me, but maybe, my brain`s forcing me. And well, it`s pretty kinda cool. Cool - Autumn - Chun.
See, how connected. :D
Whoops! Was that all of me? Woosh. How outspoken.
How come I`ve been telling all these stuff.
It`s because I am dreaming.
Dream can be sometimes a powerful reality.
I am just sharing this.
Someday, I can be the next J.K. Rowling. Hahaha.
Maybe. I just don`t know. :]
So I am signing off now. Got to take my late night sleep, and do some dreaming. :P
& Jean xx signed off @ 10:25 PM
