Name: Jean
Zodiac Sign: Leo
Age: 12
My Day: August 15 1995

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She`s Back in ChangHua. Say YEY! :]
Well, it was really sad to leave Taipei.
Oh well, I was totally dropped, because I shopped for 2 weeks? whatta.
Hahaha. XD

It was fun. Really.
Yesterday, I arrived here. Then I didn`t sleep. Why?
Because I miss my internet connection at home. No other than those connections there.
It`s not that Cheap in Taipei, it costs me a lot! XD

Hahah, I gave also myself I chance to spend a lot of money. pssft. Did I? Shut up Rui Kai! Hahah.
Anyway,
Back from where I belong, I just arrived then got busy. Really BUSY.
I babysitted. Don`t want to talk about it.
Wei Lee is a cute little girl, that I somehow babysitted.
We played, laughed, ate together since I got here and earlier this afternoon.

When she said her goodbyes to me, she kissed my whole face just to say GOODBYE.
I told my mom that I was like attacked by kisses from this cute little monster. Hahaha!
It was really fulfilling, to share the love you have to others.

Yay! What just happened to me. I was like planning to have my own Music Videos on YouTube, but then, It takes a lot of time. I ight be like HappySlip. Rofls. But anyway, I decided not to.
I was thinking of lots of effort on it, then I just need Vanity in me. Lawl. Hahah.

Forget about that reader. Pffft. Anyway, Rui Kai`s not really tired at all. Unexplainable.
How I wonder, I just slept for a night, then got energized.
Yay! Super Powers? Hahah!

Right now, Ah-Guo`s online. he`s a freak to make graphics. Like hello? Graphic much? I told him I can`t reply using an animated graphic, it`s too hassle, right? Haha. I know, in a few minutes Ah-Guo will be reading this. If ever you read this, you sure will IM me right away! Hahah. Special Mention. WHUT.

Yeah, psychic much. I bought 5 Original Albums of...
Leona Lewis -- Spirit
Sara Bareilles -- Little Voice
The Click Five -- Modern Minds ...
Fall Out Boy -- Live In Phoenix

Whoops. 4 only. sorry. hahha.
Well, I pretty much liked the FOB:LIP, because, I was like reminiscing of my past life.
Past Life. The lyrics are very soulfully made and written. Very well written. Gosh.
Very Emotional. Damnit.

So I`ll end this dramuhhh because Ah-Guo`s been bugging me to read this new chapter.
Got to go take a rest.

With lots of Love.

Taipei is really stressful, duh, the main city. Anyway, I really miss ChangHua.I miss my friends there like Bang Zhi Rui, Dai Wei Tu and Tian Kun Rong.

Bang Zhi Rui/Zhi Rui -- he`s my best friend well sine Kindergarten until now.
Tai Fen Wei/Fen Wei -- She`s my girl best friend, who`s really really cute and funny. Tian Kun Rong/Kun Rong -- She`s my girl best friend too, who`s really kind OF a shy type, but really funny and awesome. :]

My Internet Friends / friends also in real life like.

Xian Ah-Guo -- who`s my friend with Graphics Designing and a friend in real life.
Lin Wei Chi --
she`s my friend with FLH stuff. >:}

Well, I Kinda miss our school days. Zhi Rui`s damn funny jokes, Fen Wei`s crazy acts and Kun Rong`s laugh. When we are all mixed together, we`ll form a crazy group. Rofls. We are just ourselves. And that is a good thing. WE HATE PLASTICS, like who doesn`t, right? Hahaha.PLASTIC. TRASH IT. :}}

Anyway, I called Zhi Rui`s home phone earlier via my phone, Zhi Rui picked up the phone, then keep on laughing, I asked why he was laughing, then I can`t hear him, cause I was at mall, then, He told because his little brother was like crazy then, we cut off. I didn`t have enough LOAD. damn it. Hahaha.

Anyway, when I`ll be back in ChangHua, i`ll be chatting and calling them all. Reunion! Hahaha.Just graduated school last March. rofls. Not yet old, I don`t want to loose my childhood, it`s really precious to me. :[
I also miss my batchmates, It was really fun being with them all, especially you have to keep every little detail of those memories we had. It`s really awesome, if somehow we`ll have a small reunion or something. I wonder how we look when we all get old. Hahaha.

Time pass by easily, I don`t wanna lose it. It`s really hard to grow up. Really Hard.I`ll be somehow experiencing really tough challenges in life. Adults are hard up in their lives too, As of now, Kids like me, aren`t experiencing yet those challenges, maybe School Works are my challenges. I love School for some reasons, like, a have my friends to talk with and i plainly love school works. Hell. Hahaha.

So I thnk it`s time for me to go.With Lots of Love.

A True Fictional Story of Mine.
Chapter Two. Awesome.

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Today`s wednesday, and Rui Kai`s been waiting for this day.
She`s so excited to go to Taipei tonight. I wish her a happy trip.
Rui Kai feel happy just this time. "Ai Rui Kai! what the hell?", talking to herself.

She`s currently soaking herslef with love songs. Don`t know why the hell.
Rui Kai`s absorbing these meaningful songs and somehow understand every beat of the song.
Crazy. She has this extraordinary some kind of a power to absorb energys. lmao. ;D

"Gaaaaaaah!", slapped a little bit of herself. Last Night, Rui Kai and her friend Ah-Guo.
Ah-Guo is her friend with Graphic Designing and stuff, so she hemlped him search for Ah-Guo`s blogspot layout for almost 3 hours last night. And eventually slept late.

Rui Kai slept late because she found a nice movie called *Just Mu Luck* of Lindsay Lohan.
Woosh. Then Rui Kai woke up very early than usual 8:00am. Hahaha.
She practicing it for the schooldays, you know, waking up very very very extremely early.

So Rui Kai`s gonna zoom off now. Got To Pack some missing things. Got to get more ready.
With Lots of Love.

Okay, I`ll turn my emotional writings into fictional.
I mean my own daily life into fictional.
I turned every single facts about me into my own little dream fiction. ;]

Begin...
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Rui Kai. She`s a twelve year old kid turning teen on the 15th of August.
She`s really friendly and kind. She has this emotional side, which normally
seen written here. You just entered her world. She`s from ChangHua, Taiwan.
She just love her cellphone, iPod and her laptop. She loves graphics.


MAY 17-18
Rui Kai was so busy that day, she went to her dentist, changed her elastics to blue.
She looks cool in blue, in some reasons. She`s busy for these days because she`s travelling
from ChangHua to Taipei. The Main City of Taiwan. Rui Kai`s excited in some way. "I already packed my bags, gosh.", She said. Excited? Why? She`s thinking of loads of shopping bags already. "Hahaha!", laughs in her dreaming head. She`s making this fictional stuff, right now.

Rui Kai`s attitude changed with the whole internet thing, She doesn`t like to force her brain to go online anymore. It`s like a state of the mind. "Gaaaaaaah! XD" said her REAL BRAIN.
She online on YM earlier in her Mom`s office, but due to the low signaled plug in internet, she wasted her time sitted on a chair and seeing people getting online and offline.
Oh well, it`s worth satisfying, seeing herself online. "Wow, you can write Jean!", popped in her REAL ACTUAL BRAIN.

Rui Kai`s pretty satisfied right now, quite angry with the internet thing, but still, Fei Lun Hai sound tripping is so cool. Rui Kai updated her Friendster Layout a while ago. Her layout was quite the cause of anger within her. So she decided to make a layout when she was in her mom`s office. She just realized that these internet stuff is not her life. She can still exist. "Maybe this online world is like for my childhood thing.", pops in her head. Maybe? Just maybe.
There`s still a chance in getting addicted. Rofls.

Rui Kai might move on with the whole internet thing, she`s not yet decided, if she will or not leave. Hope not. Rui Kai`s quite chilling right now, with the power of meaningful music, she`s feeling refreshed and problem free. Rui Kai`s a girl who listen to musics that have meaningful messages and awesome music backgrounds for the artists like the Fei Lun Hai.

Rui Kai`s been practicing FLH`s songs since she watched Hana Kimi last March.
Well, that chapter`s been finished. Rui Kai loves to dream. Dream Big, Bigger and the Biggest.
She loves her imagination side. She loves her own emotional writing side too.
Sometimes, she just keep on typing and typing on her soft laptop keyboards and pretty much, rant about herself. "Just like now.", a thought from her REAL BRAIN.

Rui Kai`s kind of sleepy now, this early. She woke up early today, 8:30am. Really Early than the usual.
So Rui Kai`s gonna sign off noww. Byye.

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I feel successful with those rantings. Hahaha. It`s really fictional in some ways. ;)
Got to make my enriched dreaming side, full.
Got to go with lots of love.

My realization comeback.
I sleep late; I wake up late.

Late in watching Hana Kimi all over again.
It`s still that exciting even I finished it since last March.
Hahaha.

I also found out my chinese name, it`s Ai Rui Kai or Rui Kai. It means sharp and intelligent. Haha, cool.

I am again feeling weird. I am feeling of writing a book, where all my deep thoughts are there.
You know, like converting my own life story into somehow fictional. Hahaha.
Woooah. I didn`t just write that.

Gaaahh. XD
See, I am weird. haaha.

I want to meditate and feel the things that I can`t feel while I am in motion.
I want to feel everyones heartbeat, it`s like talking to each other by not really talking.
I want to explore and take pictures without a knowledge that Photography is important to me.
I want my dreams into reality.
I want to know everyone`s or soul.
I want to know people`s energy.

So maybe you can totally freak out when reading this.
These things maybe how I want things to be.
It`s a life story. See, how deep I can be.

Sometimes, I just want to fly like a butterfly, explore everything in this world. And discover a big opportunity. I am dreaming very big. My dreams are out of this world. It`s very different.
Sometimes, I can see myself being a real Chinese. like I said, it was a dream.
Sometimes, I can hear myself talking in Chinese and really understanding every each word.

Someday, It will come true, not only from my Imagination side. I wish.
:]

I can sometimes be this so not me, but maybe, my brain`s forcing me. And well, it`s pretty kinda cool. Cool - Autumn - Chun.
See, how connected. :D

Whoops! Was that all of me? Woosh. How outspoken.
How come I`ve been telling all these stuff.
It`s because I am dreaming.

Dream can be sometimes a powerful reality.
I am just sharing this.

Someday, I can be the next J.K. Rowling. Hahaha.
Maybe. I just don`t know. :]

So I am signing off now. Got to take my late night sleep, and do some dreaming. :P

I woke up late today. 10:30 am.

Woosh.

I had an awesome dream about Chun and stuff.

It was amazing. I was so happy.

I am also feeling weird.



I realize a very unusual fact about me.

I fed up my mind with Chinese Guy, fashion, culture and language.

It`s like ...

What just happened to me.



Chun`s my obssession. I so love him! Hahaha.

Man, addiction. :P



Naaahh, nothing`s wrong with me, I am me.

I am sooo normal. Maybe. :]



I realized that these Chinese stuff and also the language, are very...

It`s unexplainable. I can`t even tell, how fascinated I am now.

It`s a very weird feeling that I can almost feel the soul of being a Chinese Person.

Besides of their very unique culture, I love how Fei Lun Hai, sing every meaningful song.

It`s like duh.. i love Fei Lun Hai, and their Senior S.H.E. :D



When I listen to music, I take the artists and their songs very meaningful.

There`s passion within it. You know the feeling when scared, right?

The goosebumps thing. I am having that feeling.



I feel like absorbing my own soul, and takes the music very soulfully. -- [if that`s a word. :P]

It`s within my soul. That`s maybe the cause why, I can memorize these Chinese/Mandarin Songs.



And everytime I listen to every song, I can learn some words from it. How it means in english and vice-versa. All I can say is, it`s pretty awesome.



"Sha Sha Dong Yong Qi", I am listening to it right now, there`s something in the song that makes me fall in love. I mean fall in love with the songs. :]

And it pretty much, makes me happy. Hahaha.



One Word. Cool.

XD



And after that song, I just switched to Bui Hui Ai, very lovely song.

Earlier, when I was bored, I brainstormed. I was thinking of what my favorite song is.

I was buggled for a quite while. And right now, still I am confused of what I will choose.

Maybe ALL Fei Lun Hai songs.



I hope when someday I will come to Taiwan, I can buy both awesome CDs of FLH and S.H.E.

That`s my very simple dream for a while. I am a big fan. :D I mean, I am a very HUGE fan.

:]

Hahaha.



Currently playing Zhi Dui Ni You Gan Jue - w/ Hebe and FLH. A very cute MV and beat, and Chun! :P Hahaha. Gaaaaaah.. I love their voices! XD



Man, these FLH songs are my relaxation songs. :P

It makes me break free and have fun. And discover a lot of things. :]

I was sad about seeing Aaron yesterday with the video I was watching, when they were dancing Wo You Wo De Young, somewhere at the last part of the dancing, Aaron suddenly fell. Then, he was rushed out to an hospital because he tore a ligament somwhere in his knees.



I pity him. :[

Awww, I am glad that he`s already fine now, I think that incident happened two years ago, so probably he`s fine already.



:]



I`m sooo back being happy. :D

With a Brace Face comeback.

Hahaha.



CHINESE. it`s a big deal to me. very rich culture. Maybe my last other life before this life, I may have the chinese blood. Hahaha! :D

Maybe.



So maybe I`ll go now.

This post is unforgettable. ;]



I am very happy.



Byeee, with lots of love.

Tweevestory. Tweevester`s History.

Probably never heard of this word - Tweeve.
When I was still thinking of what word fits with a --ster.
I was reminded of what Vicky {the evil babysitter girl in Fairly Odd Parents} shouts when
she calls Timmy{the main character in Fairly Odd Parents}.
At first, I can`t even remember that single word.
So I thought of Tweeve!
But after I made the whole forum and invited some members, i already remembered it was
TWERP.

TWERP.
But i didn`t regret TWEEVESTER being the title. It`s kinda boring, when hearing,
TWERPSTER? eew. I didn`t like it. And when pronouncing it.
It`s like a Tongue Twister Word. :P

Hahaha. That was its history. Tweevestory. >:]

I am bored right now. So I suddenly felt the urge of writing the Tweevestory.
And the bad thing now is, i can`t open, Tweevester! gaaaaaaaaah. XD

I am also watching right now NCIS. Again. :]]

Next Week, we`ll travel to Manila and Cagayan De Oro.
I am not promising an internet access over there in CDO using my Plug-In internet, and
I might enjoy there, in other words, not really aiming or promising to go online.
But I do promise lots of pictures! ;]

Haven`t prepared myself in riding a plane again, but maybe I`ll enjoy it again! ahaha.
You`re like floating when you`re riding a plane. So cool huh?
:P

I was watching Fei Lun Hai videos a while ago, when suddenly this suckish internet again made its suckish move AGAIN. pffft. >:P I mean the move where its access can`t be refreshed!
Gaaaaaah! xP

Well i hope, as I finish his post, there will be again Tweevester! :]]
Hahaha. Got to go?

xx Jean :]